Tired

 I'm so tired of this. I feel completely strung out. I've been on edge with not knowing where we're going for almost two weeks now. It's honestly exhausting putting yourself completely out there and willing to drop it all for someone and they just keep stringing you along. "Can I have a week?" Of course. But now it's been almost two. I can't do this much longer. I feel like I'm going to snap. I need an answer. Me? Or her? Or well not so much her, but rather me, or neither? I know you're going to lie anyway and say you want us both to be happy. That's not what I'm asking. Do you want a relationship? Yes, or No? Answer me truthfully, because I know you're going to fuck yourself over to make her happy.