I miss you

Last night when the other girls got off and went out with their boyfriends while I stayed in the office a while longer, it made me realize how much I miss going out with you, and just being together and hanging out. That was one of the best parts of having you; knowing that you would always be there and just being around someone who made me genuinely happy. I almost broke down at work last night and started crying. I miss you a lot still, I guess it just took sitting by myself at work doing nothing to realize just how much. I wish you'd come back. I don't even know if you and the bitch are even together, I assume you are but I don't even know and that's not sitting with me. Not knowing that you at least got something good out of this whole ordeal. It sucks. I want to ask how you two are, but asking that out of nowhere would probably come off as weird. And you probably wouldn't give me a straight up answer anyway because you'd probably be thinking about how it'd affect my depression, which by the way is at an all time high right now so it wouldn't matter. I just miss talking to you and being together. I just want to see how you are.