Monday, May 13, 2013

The Green Eyed Monster

     Jealousy, it's an awful thing. Even though we've only been together a few days its still invaded my mind. Prom is this week and both of us are going. Just, not with each other. Both of us had dates before we even started talking. I don't care really that he's going with her, I like her. It's just the whole AFTER thing that concerns me. She's nice, but she's kind of slutty and I know she would do things with him, even if its not sexual. They're spending the night at one of our mutual friends house.  I am not because the guy I'm going with isn't friends with any of them, just me. So I'm concerned. I don't really know how his self control is, I assume its going to be alright, but there's always that chance it won't be. I know I'm probably worrying over nothing. He likes me, we're together, and I really can't imagine him potentially ruining our relationship, but that doesn't mean I'm not jealous. They talked a little before we did, and he says she's not his type, but honestly, we're teenagers. Like really, hello hormones and desires! I'm just worried, but I don't know. I probably will get invited regardless, so it may work out in the end. Who knows. Jealousy sucks.

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